If you think you're alone and pushing away a helping hand which is trying to save you out from the dark , Then make sure you make a right choice , Because i know the feeling inside , i don't want anyone to experience it . That feeling sucks . Like seriously . Maybe in the past you're alone , But now you have someone call Huangwen to keep you accompany , You're no longer alone . I remember i said this once :

" I'm gonna be your listening ear & you're gonna be mine . "

I still remember the stuff we share with each other about our childhood , The pain , The laughter , The joy . If you think that isn't important anymore , alright , i respect your choice , I didn't expect those stuff to turn out , and i'm stuck . Yeah , maybe what i think isn't the true , If you think that you are disturbing me and wasting my time , Let me tell you clearly ,

You're NOT

I once think that history is history , I'm not gonna tell anyone , but ... Yeah , i'm confused too , i didn't know why i told you all those stuff , The feeling is like it seen that i know you long time ago ? And the word " Trust " is build so strongly . I use to keep everything to myself , keep inside my heart , but you teach me how to express my feeling out , Hey , if you think this isn't important , You think that you're alone , You think that you're wasting my time , Then no point giving me rest of the lollipop isn't it ? -sign- Like seriously , If possible , I rather you stay as cheerful as before you know me . At least , at least the memories isn't gonna kill me and hurt me this hard . Yeah , i used to think that you treating me as replacement . But ... So , Yeah , no point saying so much when you're already made up your mind . I wish you all the best . ♥

osby: you stead with xi GUA? = No , I didn't . (:

steve: yo, meinu ! tagged ! = STEVE ! I'm not laa ): Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have - How i wish i didn't think of revenge . I admit that i think of revenge all the time , That's stupid , I think of how to take revenge back to those guy who break up with me , Yeah , 7th is the one , i admit that at that point of time , i asked for patch ,and within one week's time i broke up with him , i thought i'll feel great , happy , and thinking back now , That isn't cool at all . The feeling kills me inside . i'm sorry to all my ex(s) . You guys are awesome .