Gone

/.Everything came to the end , Yea , i asked for break up again . But there's so many reason behind , You people can't give judge me as " H-O-N-G-S-T-E-R " Whatever . Is your mouth , Say all you want if you can't shut your mouth up , It is your choice anyway , I can't help it . I didn't regret to be together with you . What i regret is your Guai Lan attitude towards me . _|_ alright ? Whenever the night fall , I'll reflect on myself , i found out that actually I'm isn't perfecct too . I knew that nobody is perfect But ... You know , i could tahan anymore . I just get fuck up easily . Yeah , Is the end . Face the reality . Please .

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-Someone : I don't cry doesn't mean i don't feel the pain , i don't shout/scream doesn't mean it didn't hurt me . No point explaining to you when he only told you he weep and you blame no for non reason . Please , i can also say i get knock down by car , But will you believe ? Then why you choose to believe him in the first place ? Why don't you trust me ? You're the only person i trusted yet you blaming me for breaking up with him , You want me to play his feeling is it ? Now everything remind the same . The only thing changed is the person around me is gone . Yea , to me , you're gone . Now , i don't know whether is forever or not . But , Yeah , " Forgive and forget " Who can do it ? I can ensure that the person isn't me . That's so pain , that's so hard , that's life .I'm posting this isn't because I'm pissed , I'm just feeling sad that the word " friend " doesn't exits in my dictionary . Do you know It's hard to put on a fake smile when it's actually dying inside ? Have you ever think of how i feel?

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I'm okay , i'm fine . I'm just hiding from the pain that is inside . I may look strong outside but I can tell you that it's broken into pieces into though .

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